I.m. Pandey Financial Management

Oxygen

The mountain is oxygen.

The forest is oxygen.

These days I'm back in the mountains because the snow will return soon and I have to be in shape, trying to go on with my work.

is not easy with the times like these, but I have to succeed.

First Signs Of Acute Hiv

The day of Fear

I once thought of having to choose. Blue or yellow ?

were two different worlds, it was hard to choose, to decide how to live it never is.

Each of us lives in his own world and not everyone is given to know what happens in the world of others, only certain people, special, damn, can access other people's lives.

is not easy, it is immediate, natural.

Some people are like sponges, absorb moods, But It's Not Just That , some people do more, do more, but are unlikely to control this dann action.

When you know more, when you can see beyond, you're never satisfied , your mind tells you that you should stop, you should not drink from the chalice of life than others. You should not.

Yet, like a drug, stretch your arm, grab and drink? Not working well, it's a cold shower, that does not stop because it makes numb limbs. You do not know when you open the taps, you just know that at any moment the world of another person with his fears, his emotions, his most profound experiences can invade your mind, no matter what.

For me it was so, I had a choice, two tigers fighting for supremacy my not think I've ever done a final decision, I was a pendulum, or transported to another world without a solution continuity. I'm not saying not to have made choices, I say that sometimes those choices were dictated more by gravity than by the invisible hand that governs my being.

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You know, this post is unfinished, blue or yellow? I've asked him so many times that now I see two colors, both close and so distant. I would like to choose from, something definitive, but there is a constant push and pull with me that I would closer to the Sun, while remaining in the ocean cold and magic that I created.

Tomorrow should be a fine day, a great day. Sometimes it's funny how the dots are able to join on your own, you look back and see that come together, slowly, in unexpected ways. It is a truth that I have acquired recently, "you can not connect the dots looking forward, then you can only connect looking backward," are words of Steve Jobs, Apple's CEO, words in my heart and sometimes I pull up morals. The road may not always be completely clear, full signal on the direction to take, but we must have a star, something to follow, to pursue. Something to believe, that leads us automatically go on, even when we do not see the horizon, well, when everything leads us to stop, want to retrace our steps, or to dig a hole to hide in not seeing what surrounds us.

I was missing, still missing and I do not know what will, I miss my little star, what I caress the evening, cuddle me to remind me that tomorrow will still be there, waiting for my other hand, I miss from dying.

small dots of light, you're there and I say, shine, shine, and warm my eyes, because I need your affection. I need to believe in you, in that future discounted and Sperti, in that the future scope and scary, dark as light. Please, stay there and wait until I arrive.

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Slowly I am going away, is a choice, what should be done, do not know if I am capable, I see him.

Carnage Action Figure

Photo Studio Picci

10/03/2009 Today I opened the my studio, it seems a strange thing, almost seems to be on display.

always work as a freelancer and not as a trader.

I really like this job, but I've got to mentally detach when not working.

fact they are not free to head I can not be fit for the mountain.

When I was an employee, without my hours I was free mentally, not now, it's always as if I worked day and night. However if I

in this work, will buy a lot of confidence in myself and in the mountains will be stronger than before.