Today I would like a dialogue, many of them. I think it lasted at least 4 hours, maybe 5. It was more a monologue, in which she tells all, with the world around waiting to fall.
lying there, side by side with you that you were asking how it goes. Not I think I had given a pat on the shoulder, but I felt free. It was a half-sleep thoughts, the silence in which I told you dance, silent cries, emails stolen. You did not answer, there was no answer, as there was a question. It was a familiar cast, began a farewell.
I started with the idea of \u200b\u200bnot tie anything, not to tie myself to anything, just to avoid the painful separation, I would say I succeeded, because everything is far away, light years from the intense path where two lengths 'wave unite and become one. Better that way.
It's just that sometimes I miss just the opposite, that deep connection, as friends of blood. Something that there is, that no longer exists.
Tonight I'll dream. It will be a tonic to the invisibility restless waiting to be snatched. Pinches me and reminds me gripping and release, and docking approaches, sad and sedated. Throughout, finally, to say that there is nothing, there's no smell of suffering, no fear, no loneliness, but only and only you.
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